12/29/08

called dr's office at 9:40am..... a hr later still waiting for a call back. Surprising, NO. Frustrating, YES!

Last night, I was having dreams about all different types of scenario's about getting the phone call on my results, how they made me go into the dr's office to get my results...etc. Most were not pleasant. I had to give myself a mental slap becuase it's not like i'm EXPECTING the biopsy results to be bad...but boy sometimes my imagination can get way out of control.

I think the worst thing is feeling like i'm all alone in this. How could that be? I have a great supporting family and awesome friends....

I'm sure everything is going to be fine... and what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger....at least that's how the theory goes. I'll just keep telling myself that.